Chapter 4066 When He Touches My Pussy:>Ep2

Through my tear-blurry sight I saw his eyes take on a look like the world has ended. Such sadness and pain that it almost took my soul but I couldn't think, couldn't say anything.
Without saying a word he gets up and leaves. Alas, I am too entangled in my own grief for that to register more than a casual shadow. Hours of tears, tossing and turning in bed and a heaviness that overlaid everything.
It is afternoon the next day before I could think even close to straight. In any of my prior love disasters, Kevin would be my comfort. He has been there for my whole life. When I fell off my bike and broke my wrist, when I wrecked the family car...When my parents died, he was the pillar that kept me upright. I missed him now. Need his shoulder to cry on. Why isn't he here? Slowly, through a sleep-deprived memory a curtain of pain parted as I recalled what I said to him. Oh, shit! How could I have been so harsh and mean? Is this such a surprise? I've seen the way he's always looking at me but I guess that I just understood that as normal. Men aren't the only ones who ignore what they don't want to hear or see. Although, I didn't feel for him as he did me, I shouldn't have hurt him like that. He is still my brother, my kin... It is time to talk to him. Could I make him see that he is still the most important person in my life? Still, it took a while for me to gather my courage to open that wound.